Dreams are a bullshit, hpoe is a heart-breaking friend

Sometimes, I imagine I can be someone, a someone who guys folllow, a someone who has many friends, a someone who goes to parties and has a boyfriend, but as I come back from that alucination, I think "thanks god I´m not like that". It's me. I am myself. I am who I am. It´s me, and it will be always be me.

Dreams, diferent from alucinations, are the ray of light, the sugr in the coffee of an awfull life. Dreams can make you imagine you and the boy you have a crush on, kissing in the terrace, dreams can make you believe he´ll leave her and run to your arms, but no, dreams are a bullshit that just take your breath away just to mock at you with it...

Dreams and hopes are, they are, they are the little light going into a sea of darkness, and that sea of darkness is the lonelyness of your whole damn life. Something you hope is something you want to recieve or get from something or someone.
And there is where I think
"what an amusing life from the ones who hope or dream"
In my case dreams, had come from that beautiful tree branch to laugh at me to insult me and to tell me he is not something to care about.
That is why I love hope, because it is the wonderful mess of your broken soul that taste so good, that you just enjoy it...
And if you have a dream my friend, think it twice before you start believing you can  or you will accomplish it, ´cause you won´t...

and then again is when I think

Dreams

Are

A

Bullshit
but then again...
we all
love
to 
dream